bound to you - christina aguilera

Bound to you 

Sweet love, sweet love

Trapped in your love

I've opened up, unsure I can trust

My heart and I were buried in dust

Free me, free us

You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight

If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust

And boy, I believe in us

I am terrified to love for the first time

Can you see that I’m bound in chains

I finally found my way

I am bound to you

I am bound to you

So much, so young

I’ve faced on my own

Walls I built up became my home

I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us

Sweet love, so pure

I catch my breath with just one beating heart

And I brace myself, please don’t tear this apart

I found a man I can trust

And boy, I believe in us

I am terrified to love for the first time

Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains

I finally found my way

I am bound to you

I am bound to

Suddenly the moment’s here

I embrace my fears

All that I have been carrying all these years

Do I risk it all

Come this far just to fall, fall

Oh, I can trust

And boy, I believe in us

I am terrified to love for the first time

Can you see that I’m bound in chains

And finally found my way

I am bound to you

I am,

Ooh, I am

I’m bound to you

yes, i am bound to you. but that was before. before you let me go with your sincere and full of tears.

you was the one who drowning me with full of affection. who melted my heart with the alphabets of love. 

how pity you are when got dumped by me. but what else can be done when this love and heart no longer yours.

it has changed and will never returned to before.

yes it was my fault when chose to be with you in order to disappear the shit feeling towards him.

but , i want you to remember that you are the one whom i cherished for the rest of my life.

because of you i know HOW THE MAN is and LOVE is not something that can be undervalue easily. you make me found my ways..

i hope you will find someone who can accompany your entire breath despite of me, whose never appreciated your priceless affection. 

the nightmare is just stopped here,
let sing for tomorrow 
and it maybe define 
who we are

stars are always there despite 

of darkest night sky,

capture one of them 

and give to your precious soon,

not me who is nobody in your life.

hideous facts occasionally lead us

to better understanding,

dissociation might taught us more about life,

sight will never help if God has written everything

between us.

i am not your lodestar, 

not your queen, 

not your lover,

and even not your soul mate..

being alive and thankful because you let me go :)